I hope there are no one will read my post. Coz I made this blog just for fun. And to appreciate every important and unforgetable moment in my life. This posting tells about my last and last birthday. 2 years ago. And I still recall every detail in that day. Yeahhh... It always special since i have him. I feel so alive, especialy every February. He always treats me so well. And hope it will always be. Promise me , don't u ?
I woke up at that dawn before the subuh azan in 5th february and found out there was no message or a congratution statement from hi. Yeahh, he was falling asleep. If i recall that day, I still feel terrible . It seems that I was an ignorant person. He said that he fell asleep. And told that to congratulate me, it can be done whenever. And it musn't be at midnight . God! It really pouched my chest. I was mad. I coudn't forgive him. It's just like he underestimed about the moment to be the first guy to congratulate me. U know guys? we will never know when we will die or face to the ahirat one day. so please, appreciate every moment in your life, make it special every second of it. Or u will regret in someday when u lose a moment. Though it's just a congratulation words or only a 'happy birthday'. It is very precious. It's a pray . so please don't underestimate it.
Then , my morning birthday was filled with argument. We fought, we argued, and i was mad. I did really mad. And I didn't wanna give up. He should have got my forgiveness .
Time passed since we argued through the messangers and he came by the afternoon. Brought a bouque of my fav white flowers. God damn, i was melting . hehehe.
He did his deep apologize. And I couldn't endure my self to accept that.
I love whiteroses. And he knows it.
And this chocolate cake completed my pray while making wishes. Oh No, i was up to 20. and it would be older older and older. I wish i can spend every 5th February with him.
Out of the blue, i could't endure my tears while opening that small present . That was i really wanted most. And He made it happended . I could't believe it. I bursted into tears coz i was too much happy. Thank u so much dear.
Thank U, i could't express more only to say thank u. I was very happy .
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